I had the absolute most horrifying dream

[pepperlandgirl]

Ok, as I mentioned before, when I'm stressed I have horrible nightmares. Well, i think last night was probably one of the worst.

The monster in the dream was slacker_97. He was a vampire in the "Angelus" sense of the word, not the "Spike" sense of the word (Not that Spike isn't scary...) And basically we (I don't know who else was there...) were all running from him, fleeing for our lives. He chased me out to the parking lot, and I was at the car. I could have got in and sped away, and I would have been free. Instead I stopped, turned around, and told him that I didn't want to live without him, that I still loved him, and I wanted to be a vampire too. At first he wasn't gung ho with the idea, but then he grabbed me and we fell to the ground and he bit me. I could feel the bite, and it hurt quite a bit. And I could feel him sucking the blood out of me, and I grew increasingly light headed, and then in the dream I blacked out--everything went black. I could still feel him though and still hear him. And I had amoment of Oh my god, he could kill me. He has no reason to turn me. And then he cut his tongue on his fang and kissed me and I sucked the blood from his mouth and tasted very vaguely of late-summer raspberries. Slowly the black veil lifted and I woke up, but he was gone. So I had to find my own way home. For some reason, most of the roads were closed, so I stopped at a place called Everest (I ate there last night, heh) and instead of getting a burrito, I charmed a man out to the car.

And then I woke up.

So what do you think it means? that I read too much fanfic?

Comments

[diachrony.livejournal.com]

Nah. You've just got a creative brain and are obsessed with vampires ...

But if it's fanfic, obviously I'm not reading *enough* 'cause I never have awesomely cool dreams like that.

Or maybe I do and just don't remember them. I did have a "Carnivale" dream the other night and I had a scary AtS S4 dream awhile back involving Jasmine and dismembered hands ... but nothing's been as detailed as your "Slackerus" vampire dream. I'm jealous. Even if it was scary.

[(Anonymous)]

So what do you think it means? that I read too much fanfic?

Altho I am a firm believer that one can NEVER read TOO MUCH fanfic (I am probably a poor gauge of this, tho. Is spending 50 or so hours a week too much? Cause, that is about what I spend reading fic), I believe that the layman's answer to your question is probably that you are reading too much of a specific type of fanfic (fic w/Angelus maybe).

~slackerace

[pepperlandgirl4.livejournal.com]

Actually, I was kinda joking. I don't read fanfic anymore, and the only fanfic I write is AU...

Warning: Jungian interpretation ahead ;-)

[sailorlum.livejournal.com]

Jungian that I am, I'll throw my 2 cents in. It sounds vamp slacker_97 is representing you're shadow side [dark/unwanted side]. But you love your shadow and don't want to live without it, even though it's scary [Very healthy - we're stuck with it and must make friends with it ie. repression bad]. You may be worried about it taking you over, though. But it seems like the dream had a kind of okay ending. You weren't destroyed by it, anyway. ^_~ Just my theory.

Sorry it was a scary one though. I hate those when I have them.