Oh. Oops.

I went to bed last night around 2 or 2:30. Not for any particular reason--except, when I'm nervous/sad/scared I tend to not want to go to sleep, and I was all of the above last night. Sorry I'm bitching again, but I don't do transitional phases well, and this is a very big one. Also, I was hot last night (and this morning). Even though it's not even 50 degrees outside right now, and it's only about 70 in the apt. I feel like I'm baking to death. The point is, I just woke up 10 minutes ago. I did not mean to sleep in until freaking 11:30!

On the bright side, I finished my film theory paper last night. I'm really proud of certain parts, so I'm probably completely wrong, or didn't do enough to make a theoretical claim. That's what I've learned in grad school--I'm almost always completely wrong. But I'm going to hand it in today, even though it's not due for another week. And do you know why?

Because as nervous/sad/scared as I am, I just want to be done done done. I want to finished Maybe I'm Amazed since it's almost a month late. I want to start writing a 3some story. I want to make a dent in the list of deadlines I have with eurydice72. I suppose I should get a copy of Alice Cooper's School's Out and crank it as loud as I can.

My last paper ever

At 4:30 this afternoon, I turned in my film theory paper, marking the end of a very long era. I will no longer be considered a student (except as a student of life and love) but now I will be something else. What is that something else? I don't know. But to mark this momentous occasion, I am posting the paper. It might go without saying, but there are spoilers in the paper for The Awful Truth, His Girl Friday, and The Philadelphia Story.

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