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This may contain TMI. Just thought I'd warn you...
Well, it's that time of the month again. Time to impatiently wait for the first sign of screaming pain ripping through my lower abdomen. It usually comes on Wed or Thurs, though sometimes as late as Fri, but usually always by Saturday.
It's saturday morning and so far, on period.
Which means that if a whole day passes and nothing happens, I'm going to start freaking thefuck out. I'm going to go crazy. It always happens this way. Right now I'm nearly sick to my stomach anyway. I just cannot, cannot,cannot get pregnant right now. Or ever. Because I don't want kids, but especially not right now. I couldn't afford it, I have no place for a baby, I would probably have to drop out of school so I could work andmake enough money to support it, i don't have health insurance.
*takes a deep breath*
Which means we would have to make some hard decisions.
Well, hopefully it's just a bit late thismonth and it won't come to that. I mean, the chances are slip that I am preggers. I'm on the pill and I never, ever have missed a night. And I know it only takes once, but we don't have intercourse thatoften---namely because we're scared of this very thing.
Gah!
Well, it's that time of the month again. Time to impatiently wait for the first sign of screaming pain ripping through my lower abdomen. It usually comes on Wed or Thurs, though sometimes as late as Fri, but usually always by Saturday.
It's saturday morning and so far, on period.
Which means that if a whole day passes and nothing happens, I'm going to start freaking thefuck out. I'm going to go crazy. It always happens this way. Right now I'm nearly sick to my stomach anyway. I just cannot, cannot,cannot get pregnant right now. Or ever. Because I don't want kids, but especially not right now. I couldn't afford it, I have no place for a baby, I would probably have to drop out of school so I could work andmake enough money to support it, i don't have health insurance.
*takes a deep breath*
Which means we would have to make some hard decisions.
Well, hopefully it's just a bit late thismonth and it won't come to that. I mean, the chances are slip that I am preggers. I'm on the pill and I never, ever have missed a night. And I know it only takes once, but we don't have intercourse thatoften---namely because we're scared of this very thing.
Gah!